This post was originaly published to Stuff the Box on 12 Dec 2013

I start the prayer;
already a feeling of disconnect …

I pray the first decade;
why this feeling of hollowness to my words and intentions?

I pray a second decade;
for you God, and for myself, I try to mean every word I say …

I pray the third decade;
the yawning starts, I struggle to focus …

I pray the fourth decade;
God, give me strength to give my all to you …

I pray the fifth decade;
I love you Lord, I really do!